The Alternatives

She begged and she pleaded, and I told her to leave it. No matter how much you cry, you'll still end up bleeding. From your throat to your nose, and anywhere there is a hole. I could care less about what you say about daddy's figures, your father's money is a bore. Of course I had to lie to you since day one. Had I been honest I would've never gained your trust. If i had been truthful to your face, I'd be holding in this explosive rage. The urge to carve your bones and the scarring of your burns won the race. Psychotic to the bone I am here to cleanse your soul. Remember, the more agony and pain you experience, the closer you'll be to the lord. She screamed and she cried. I just muffled the noise. Its safe to take her body out now when no ones around. We'll play, I promise, at least once a day. Because I still love you to this day. But my need to see you suffer will always be in play. Fret not, my darling dear I'll wipe your sist

I guess you can say that I hated her. I don’t know why. It all started when we were younger. I was an angry child and for some time, the only child. I sought out to be the one in command once she came. I always had it out for her, and it was more often than not that she fell out of line. This, in turn forced my hand, so I dealt with it every single time. But as the older she got the more she rose up to the occasion of the beating, hoping to put me in my place. But alas, she always failed to defeat me, and I loved the idea of her losing to me and at times even surrendering to me. That’s when realized. She was starting to hang with other girls more her age and began to rebel - Acting up every time, coming home whenever she wanted, and abusing pills and drugs. She got tatted and had no respect for authority. It beaconed at me, I knew I pushed her there and this was the results were coming in and I was going to get it. Real hard. That night she got up to me and said,

Absinthe will make your head spin and let you see the sirens Calling out for you causing all your migraines. Don't you see the signs yet? Fret not, love. Ain't nothing happening. Auditory visuals will begin to haunt you and Commence the downward spiral. The mind is powerful enough to trick thee into running from who? Come to find you never left home and crying in your bedroom since you realized you have no clue As to what happened a few mins ago. Where did the time go? The green drink played you.