Don't stop believing!

Motherlovers!!!

So, anyone else watching #MasterChef right now?
No? Just me???
Well, that is what I'm doing. I love that show. And, those 3 finalist!!
I don't want to choose, but I gotta go with my boy Jason!
Go Jason!!!
Isn't all the weather shit crazy? I'm sure you've heard all about the hurricanes and earthquakes. Like some crazy apocalypse events!
But, I am a firm believer in global warming, climate change whatever you want to call it, as long as the basic idea is the same - it's our fucking fault.
But, yet there is that like bit in me who hopes that there is a machine that controls the weather.
Wanna know why that is amazing?
Because imagine all kinds of other fucking weapons and machines that are kept in secret!!
If man can manipulate weather, you're telling me we can't reach the bottom of our oceans?
I mean, I get that the pressure is strong, but can't we send tiny cameras down there with the capability to withstand that? They way we do cameras that go out in Space? Do we already do that?? Are those entirely different?*shrugs*
What about mind controlling devices? Have they the ability to manipulate brainwaves as the do...waves?? Clouds.
Who is they?!?
The plot thickens.....
Nuggets, these are some sick shit we can pop off!
Another thing I believe in...Aliens.
Duh..like no doubt..
I don't understand why most people don't believe or aren't open to the idea of them.
Truly in my heart, I know i saw them..i will never forget that night..
A few friends, call them A & B and I were over at my home and, yes we were smoking, but not enough to see shit, not that anyone ever does, unless you are on something else entirely....but we decided to walk back to A's apartment.
Let me learnt you sumthin'..
At the time, and I will be honest, I made one of the worst mistakes as a teenager/young adult and few of them I look back in regret, most I learned from, obbiously, but I lived with two other roomates and their family(?..yea regrets), and as did A and B, they also lived on their own together..at the time I think I was 18 or 19..so, we both lived on the second floor, and we walked from my apartment, down the stairs, back up another set of stairs that leads down a path to A & B's apartment.
Well along that path, as you walk, on your right there are the apartments and on your left there is the railing one can hold on to and look up into the sky, parking lot...
Had you looked up that night you would have seen the same...
Well, as we were walking, and it was a short walk, maybe a 1 or 2 minutes, we see a black and gray, maybe silver, cylindrical shaped flying object headed our way, and with that size as big as it was, you'd expect for it to make a sound, the way planes do as they fly by, and the did, but it made no sound at all.
None!
And it flew closer and closer, until it felt as it was hovering over us for a while, but it flew on by without making one bit of sound.
And it shined no lights. None.
And it was dark and late as well.
But, even with all the sightings, my own experience..somehow the Aliens seem to be avoiding us or just decided we aren't worth it.
Let me share one more..
The hysterically mad part of me believes we....
Brace yourself...
actually dwell in a simulation...
KAAAAPPPPUUURRRSSSSSHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
mindblown!!*hand motions of blowing mind*
Like, legit, yo.
We happen to be in the simulation in which the rich and powerful habe been given all the power to do as they please...
Like have a weather control weapon to destroy the masses??!
Dun, Dun, DUUUN!!!!
Ahhh...
I think I have so many fucking thoughts as to what makes it all tick, and they all make no sense, but a lot of it at the same time.
Does that make sense?

As long as you believe in something, right?
Muah.