The Alternatives

Happy Weekend, Nuggets!! XX (2017)- A film that involves five female directors introducing us to four kinds of horrors and thrills. And get this - all in the female point of view. The opening of the film is so fucking creepy that I needed to look away for a few seconds especially when...well... you tell me The creepy childhood stop frame animation is directed by Sofia Carillo and is what houses all four of our demented families and unsettling events. All the creepy wonders and sense of abandonment and hopelessness leads us straight to our first horror. Without spoiling all the wonderment that is the film I will try my best not to give away to much.... But you have been warned The Box  - Directed by Jovanka Vuckovic We begin with a mother with her children in a train. Her son, curious at the box a man seated besides him is holding, decides to ask the man questions until the man offers him a peek claiming it to be a gift. The boy with all his curiosity says yes an

Wassup, Motherlovers Little known fact about me? I LOVE THE SIMS!! It is the best game ever!!!  I get to create Sims and plan their lives out, move them out of their parents, and then release my homicidal tendencies upon my ignorant creations. Ahem... Thinking like this then makes me wonder about us, as a species, and makes me think, "I s someone playing me the way i play my Sims ?" Is there someone pulling the strings and making me do certain things? Like stand there with my arms waving around while a fire consumes my counters... For those unfamiliar with the games, depending on the versions you play, each Sim has a whim, a need, a want, or a wish they want to complete..according to their aspirations and personality. Depending on my mood at the time of playing, I would either fulfill or ignore the want... Is there a player doing that to me? Ignoring my wants? Which leads me to my next thought... Do we live in a simulation? Is someone out t

Hey Mother lovers!! Let's talk about Attention, not whores - that is a story for a different day. Attention. Attention to what we do, to what we say, how we react, how other’s react. Attention. Attention. Attention. Attention to what is around us Attention that we like to receive. Attention I give to everything around me. Like when I have nothing better to do than to be on Face book or twitter scrolling away hours of my life Seeing if anyone liked my status or new picture Did anyone leave a comment? Did a celebrity follow my on twitter or liked my tweet Did someone read my blog? Did home skillet biscuit finally get that guy to – you guessed it. The whole thought of people outside of my bubble and outside of Texas knowing that I exist is pretty satisfying to me. Someone I don’t know knows my name. Just like I know the names of people that don’t know me. Explosion. Moreover, Is wanting to have so much attention a human emotion already programme

Hey, nuggets. Here is something I have been working for on a long while. It would mean a lot if you let me know what you think.  It is the beginning of a short story I am writing. Please let me know what you think. Soon, once I finish, I may put it all up on blog. Enjoy. "Break Up" Melissa dumped me today. So, obviously I threw a fucking fit and now I won’t ever see her again. In fact no one else will ever see her. I don’t really know what the fuck I can do now.   I can barely function. We’ve been together for so long. 1825 days. Now I have to remember to continue, just one less. Which, is actually really good on the wallet, so there is that. Is it selfish to feel like that? Or is it that I still can’t really come to terms with what just happened. I feel sickened by the events that have taken place. Jesus fuck. What the fuck? What is happening? I feel like im breaking down. Everything is falling out of place. I need to talk to someone, or at least actu

Know the best way to start the day? Wake up and smoke some of the healthy herb and pet your cat that won’t stop meowing until you bend over to pet him, and once you do that you only get one stroke in because he decided he’s fed up with your shit. But he’ll be back. They always are. So, you go and make some coffee to be ready when you get out of the shower, open the patio doors and let that morning Texas air fill the living room. Pretty great start so far. Get dressed, find a clean shirt to wear to work, since we haven’t done laundry and been putting it off like everything else in life. Like petting the cat. Prepare your coffee, head out the door at the same time with your partner; give them a kiss good bye as you part ways to each of your cars. As you get into your car, place your coffee in the cup holder and place your items on the passenger seat to rest and while you do that, the handle on your purse or whatever in your case, will somehow grab your coffee cup and throw it aga

How my nuggets doing this Tuesday? What are your plans for the evening? My partner and I will be heading over to the Arlington Improv for Open Mic Night. He happens to a be comical fellow and this is the only way i can think of to get him out there to try. At every party we attend, if you are laughing, chances are that you've been listening to him tell you a story. He can make a joke about anything. Even Fiji water. I have gotten to the point in life where I no longer want to wait to do something, i just want to do it, if circumstances permit. At this moment, i am so motivated to write, may it be my short stories, poems or even this blog, i dont want to stop now or ever. My self doubt and insecurity of what people may say or think about me have stopped me long enough. Only I can make a change. I know that if i didnt have my family or partner supporting me, I would change nothing; continuing to complain about the same routine I live daily. So, that is why I am pushing him.

What a way to start the day... It is a wanderlust-filled Sunday afternoon here in Dallas, Texas. We took Chub Chubb, our small, white terrier, to the lake and went for a walk. The trees gave the perfect amount of shade to walk under, while the wind provided us with a nice and cool breeze. It's not usual for us to take Chub's out for a walk at the lake, but I am hoping to make it into a habit. Since I work a nine to five schedule on a daily basis, most of my time requires my ass glued to a chair. I get no steps into my day. Another reason that led to going to the lake, was that I am not as active as I used to be - not that I was extra active, but I did hit the gym regularly. Since meeting my partner, I've become very slugish. And let's be honest, I got waaay to damn comfortable. Yet, I am now on baby steps to get back in track. The walk we took today was so stimulating to the brain that it is now seven till 1pm and I have yet to find something to do. Besides write

Always on Netflix, but never anything to watch? Nugget, I already know how you feel on this one. Always on Netflix and nothing new to watch, even though I have a plethora of films to choose from and somehow I end up watching the same show or movie. This will begin the first of reviews posted on my blog. Every Friday and Saturday,  I'll have a movie review for you to check out if you ever get tired of the same old, same old you keep re-watching, as I know I am guilty of that one. The movies will range from old flicks to brand new. So trust me, we together shall go down the film rabbit hole. Hopefully, I can help expand your knowledge of film and genres and maybe you find a few new favorites, because that is always fun! These are based off of my opinion and if you agree or disagree, let me know in the comments and let's talk about it and hey, maybe I learn something new, and I LOVE learning. If you've seen either film, what did you think of the movie? Do you agree wit

A Friday Night in Dallas, Texas How are we doing, motherlovers? I am Barbie Lissette. Your new friend on the world wide web.  I am fairly new to this, but heck! Why not give it a shot? I have so many things that I want to share with the world around me, I just am not so great with speaking. Yet, when I have a pen in my hands, in this case a keyboard at my fingertips, it seems I can not stay quiet for long. Like many beings, I have huge dreams that I want to make a reality. I want my own life to change while all at the same time I can maybe change anothers'. I sit indoors in my room with a michelada in my hands. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's a tomato cocktail. My plans with this blog are for educational and entertainment purposes, but the occasional controversy is always welcomed, and may be expected. I do tend to ramble on about anything. I love to write. Short stories, poems -  Anything to keep my head from wandering in to reality. I also love t